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Drew Barrymore has been extremely open with her fans over the years. Whether it be addiction, mental health, or past relationships, no topic is off-limits.

And on the Sept. 10 episode of her talk show, she opened up about her past experiences as a “blackout drinker.”

“There’s a lot about substances in the film. I was shocked to realize that part of my journey that I was looking to find, the trauma inside of me and what is it about, a big part of it was I used to be a blackout drinker,” she continued.

She tearfully added that watching this movie “was an extraordinary journey for me to forgive myself, because I’ve put myself in situations I shouldn’t have put myself in.”

“And I felt so much shame about that, and I haven’t had a drink in five years,” Drew said.

When speaking about the movie to Zoë, Drew said, “It is not only a film about the things that can happen to us, but it made me think about the things we’ve done to ourselves.”

And then, Drew asked if Zoë was aware of this perspective. Zoë said, “The substances were, I think, more of a way to get the characters to the most vulnerable place possible. When you let yourself go and you lose yourself, it’s so easy for things to spiral out of control.”

Watch the full cliphere.

If you or someone you know is struggling with substance abuse , you’re able to call SAMHSA ’s National Helpline at 1 - 800 - 662 - HELP ( 4357 ) and find more resourceshere .

Drew Barrymore at The Paley Museum event, wearing a dark suit with a patterned necktie and a light shirt

Drew Barrymore on a TV set wearing a satin blouse and statement earrings, appearing pensive

Drew Barrymore is wearing a satin blouse with geometric patterned collar and large statement earrings on the set of her talk show "The Drew Barrymore Show"

Naomi Ackie is seated at an outdoor event, looking off to the side with a slight smile. She is wearing a light-colored outfit

Channing in a pool and Zoë Kravitz wearing casual clothes as they work on set

Drew Barrymore and guest sit on a sofa in front of a New York City skyline on the Drew show, discussing animatedly. A dog is partly visible on the left

Naomi Ackie wearing a wide-brimmed hat, resting her arms on the edge of a pool, a glass with a drink and a cherry inside next to her

Drew Barrymore and guest sit on a couch holding hands, engaged in conversation on "The Drew Barrymore Show" set with a cityscape backdrop